Angelwishes

.... Yeah the young wizard is back with us in our town.... Apparantly they have been setting up for the last week !.. and costume fittings for the extras is over the next couple of days... The cathedral is primed and ready and the marquees are up.... I've told my daughter to look out for them when she goes for her exams this Saturday... and get all the autographs she can.. (how sad am i!.. no comment please!).... must admit it was great to walk around the buildings they used when we had our school tour about a month ago.... god i wish i was 10 again.. i def would have auditioned !!!..... I'll be that sad person on Saturday when i drop her off checking out the tents!well if they let anyone near which i doubt... but hey it's could to act like a child again.... snigger !!!!....... tatty bye for now...

Is is just me or does anyone else feel a little lost?.... or is it that i have lost my way?... not sure..... haven't been taking any time out for about the last month.. maybe that's it... haven't done any meditations or relaxation.... def have to start that again... dam my new years resolution of making more time for me hasn't worked !!! .... Was hoping new moon was gonna shed some light but not as yet.... maybe in a few days... LOL.. or maybe it just forgot me... but hey life ticks on... Xmas is over and the new year... PHEW .... and had two birthdays. (my kids - that is... on the 3rd and 9th)... so i can finally get back to normal...well maybe after my son't birthday sleepover at the weekend.... EEK !!!.... Maybe i need a life coach... any one any good ideas to know where i should be going and what i should be doing.... All ideas most welcome..... Anyway... HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone..

Hey does anyone know how i can stop my blogs appearing in Google?.... or is everyone here being watched by someone?????

ok ok ok .... the snow isn't falling and no i don't have a goose running around my back garden... two siamese cats ..well when they can be bothered to leave the radiator and venture out... managed to get a real Xmas tree at the weekend.strapped it to the roof of the car in lashing rain and high wind... surprised we even managed to get it home .. and now we have a forest in the house.... we keep looking for the squirral who we reckon lives in it... only half the decorations are up... outside we can't get to due to the onslaught of the mad winds and and manic rain.... but hey.... oh yes and cards... haven't even touched those yet.... so does anyone know how i can catch up and still work, look after kids, and house ...cats, hamsters.... etc etc.... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i've got it.... hit the red bull and stay awake until Xmas... now that's a thought.... Now i know why i normally go and spend xmas in a different country!!!!!..... Mind you at least the cats will get turkey this year... .... i know i should be more organised... but hey the red wine worked wonders getting the tree up and decorated

A Women's dream !!!!!
Love this time of year... well apart from being a big child and getting excited for Christmas... i just love the amount of chocolate that comes into the house!!!!..... Must be good and not start that tin of Quality Street or devour the box of Ferro Rocher...(however you spell it)... mind loving the chocolate in my advent calender...... Snigger...
We tried to buy a Xmas tree at the weekend just gone... and arrived at our local garden centre to find about 15 trees... when we asked they said that they hadn't cut many as their main weekend was this weekend coming... so we left empty handed... Can't wait for the weekend.... I Love REAL Xmas Trees... the smell... as i come down the stairs in the morning... reminds me of my childhood !...... Sigh!
OOOOOO i think i can hear a chocolate calling.. must dash... can't disappoint it's faint cry........ bye all.... Must remember not to get on the scales..

Tears fall.....
no sound just sobbing
which route to take now
need desparately to find a way forward... all can be seen is a brick wall
needed to win the lottery
can't face food....

   A Real Friend is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out......

Just got home from work... had to watch a poor kid sit his delayed Grammar School test... My heart went out to him.... Such a cruel system... especially when my own daughter had to go through last Saturday... and all for what..... a place in a Grammar School.... Great.... but hey the system is there and all parents have to play it... especially as there aren't many other good schools in my area... Anyway back to this poor kid... he was just scoring through the boxes willy nilly..... wanted to do it for him... but that's a big no no.. and no i wouldn't anyway.. more than my lifes worth.....
Anyway..supposed to be out this weekend eating and drinking but the sore throat i woke up with this morning.. could mean otherwise.... a roaring fire, blankie, good tv and a glass of wine or too might be better.. or a lemsip!.. if anything develops... oh and i haven't got a roaring fire... drat i'll just have to dream.....

This morning i woke up feeling that something wasn't quite right... Not sure what.. all i knew was that i had a weird pain in my chest/stomach as though something not so good was gonna happen... EEK,,, I've checked on everyone i know.... Except you guys... so i thought i would ask if everyone out there is ok in blog land???.....
I'll let you know if anything happens by the end of the day.... Been having weird dreams all weekend.... almost nightmares.... so so very strange...
LOl maybe i'm gonna burn dinner... or miss something important tonight.... snigger